Well... I get my Glucose Tolerance Test results back from the doctor tonight.
Hopefully they're clear. If they are Steve and I will hopefully be discussing tonight whether this month is THE month. The month to go off contraception, the month to start pregnancy vitamins, and most importantly THE month to start trying for a baby.
I'm both excited and nervous all at once... I seriously haven't been sleeping too well thinking about it all already...
I just have this huge craving and cluckiness to be a mum... I adore all the newborns I see and dote over every one of them! and yes yes... I know you can give those babies back when a nappy needs changing or they need feeding or they're crying or whatever and i can't do that with my own!
But I don't care!! I'll happily take every single piece of my baby... problems and all if they arise (fingers crossed they don't) and love them and cherish them more than anything.
Guess that motherly instinct they speak of is really coming out in full force in me at the moment.
so yeah... fingers crossed my tests come back fine tonight!
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